LittleRed947

If I had a choice I would have never met you. If I had any will... I would stop thinking about you. How can you still effect me? No where in sight. Yet everywhere I turn. I hate these nightmares you give me. Stabbing my heart, laughing at my tears, making love to what is mine. If I had a choice I would have ended you. If I could erase you I would in a heart beat. Goddess my eyes can't spare any more tears for her. Give me strength to sleep. To many worries. I love to deeply.

You humor me so. Faking being so innocent. The funny thing is... He is happy for once in his life. The love he gives me is pure and beautiful. To think he still thinks of you with anything but annoyance and disgust is laughable. I understand what goes through his mind because we are alike. You are nothing but a child screaming for attention. And the screaming needs to stop. If you are really are so over your past then let it go. Our life is happy and full. He will be going to school. Learning something he will love. Making a life for himself, a living to supply for his family. Oh yes we have a family. Did you not realize? I have a child to

        The year is 1609. Deep in the Russian forest. The snow falls heavily yet delicately. The smell of blood was heavy in the air. The war was raging on as I strolled through the forest. My gums start to ache as I come closer to the town. Those stupid soldiers and their petty lives. Smolensk is storming with dead bodies right now. -Plenty of young things to destroy.- My thoughts are devilish. I start to hear the familiar sounds of feeding. Obviously it goes unnoticed because of the mini war. As I approach the "happy couple" the young girl starts to moan to keep up the charade. "Mind if I join?" My teeth flare out at the girl. "S-sure." I g